Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Waiting for My Rainbow

Starting from tommorow, my STPM trials exam will be just 40 days away...

40 is a rather significant number in the bible. For example:

God made it rain for 40 days and 40 nights. Then Noah waited another 40 days for the waters to subside before opening the window of his ark and letting a dove out.

The Israelites wandered for 40 years before arriving at the promised land.

Moses spent 40 days on the Mount Sinai with God.

Jesus fasted for 40 days in the wilderness.

Jesus was seen again 40 days after His crucifixion.

i tried to start revising and studying 10 days ago... but to no avail..=P i keep ending up snoozing on my bed by 9-10pm and waking up at 4am. Terrible.XD i need stronger will power!!! which i often lack...=P This seems to be one of the reasons i dont fancy jogging.. cuz i cant see the end!!! at least when you're playing some other sport or game, like soccer you get to count the goals and you know how much time is left...

On the other hand, maybe i dont even feel like studying and sleep offers a sweet escape from the tiring reality, into glorious dreams that are far more heart warming than the emptiness that floods me during the night... however i do know that this is only a temporary solution.. and if i dont face reality soon it will pile up and worsen... sign...

On the bright side, thankfully, i have God that will always be by my side to renew my strength and to love me. =) i also have my family and friends to support me. What more could i ask for? I should be contented with what i have and count my blessings! yet why do i mope and laze? often letting my mind wander to where it does not belong... I should not hope for something i dont have and treasure what i do have! Only a fool would do otherwise...

I know i can do better if i put my heart to my studies.. its time i do so... and stop making a fool of myself.

After the 40 days and 40 nights of rain, God put a rainbow in the sky as a covenant promise that He would not destroy the Earth by a flood again.

After my 40 days and nights of storm, rain and dampness, i hope to see my rainbow too. =)

Everything is going to okay. =) Have faith!

*keep me in your prayers k? =) i'll always keep u in mine!



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