2009 Resolutions

"Happy New year"

"Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009!"

Well, that is how everyone is greeting each other right now...
Amidst all the joy, laughter and celebrations, truthfully, i can't really say that i am excited about embracing 2009...

In 2009,

I turn 19. My last year being a teen-ager.

I am a upper sixer.

I'll face STPM. T.T

Basically,
i think that that MAJOR exam is the reason i'm dreading the coming year...
Never really dreaded an exam so badly before... Haha.

Anyways, new year resolutions.

I've been thinking quite a bit bout them... haha... why make these resolutions only to find that u've failed to fulfill them at the end of the year? haha... honestly, i can't really recall the resolutions i made for 2008.=P but i think i did resolute that i would not be lazy anymore. Cause thats the resolution i make every year.=P This time however, is going to be different. (At least i hope it will be =P) I am going to stick to the resolutions i've made for 2009!

In 2009, Denise is going to

study real hard and score in her exams, especially maths (T.T), even if it kills her. (=P)

make time every morning for morning devotion.

play hard.

be disciplined and a good manager of time. Fast and efficient. Fast and efficient.

I hereby declare WAR against 2009!!! GRR!!
AHHHHH!!

Here i come!!

Await sucess with faith.^^

HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR GUYS!

I'm dreaming

Everyone hopes... dreams... most work hard to achieve their goal - a dream house, to cruise around the world, to climb Mt. Everest... no matter big or small it is what we hope for with all our heart. Yet some goals cannot be accomplished by ourselves alone... When these dreams and hopes don't come true after tremendous effort, only bitter disappointment awaits... Sometimes fate plays a huge role, where God pulls His strings. No matter what the outcome is, we have to deal with it and believe that God knows best.

So what are dreams but great expectations?
expectations for ourselves and others.

Holidays

i havent updated for a very long time...haha...

have been going back to school to do my bio projects...

DIY painted my house for almost the past whole week...

going to fraser's on next monday to wednesday...

christmas around the corner...

promise to blog more after all this.. in the meantime...pls forgive me for the brief-ness... haha

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just another song

(the jay song i heard that intoduced me to him in F1..^^)

Simple Love - Jay Chou

Dedication to AmanDA^^

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!

finally rite? =P haha... hope u'll have a wonderful n fun party tonight=)
too bad i cant go though...='/ anyways...

All the best in your future undertakings!
God bless u!!^^



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a beautiful song i heard on the radio this morn=)
Every Time I Close My Eyes - Babyface & Kenny G

Busy holidayas

~need to finish up bio projects!!

~da's b'day!!^^

~fren's wedding!! in-charge of deco.. will be singing too..we'll hav sweet pink helium balloons floating all over!! i love weddings!=)
(which reminds me of this song^^)


~goin to fraser's on the 15th

*NOTE: mum in Bali. wil be back on friday.. but now.. I"M THE BOSS!! haha..

Juz another day

Woke up at 5.30am today... guess im used to it... dozed off and woke up again at 7.30... didnt want to get up... was still thinking of yesterday... =) happy...

Took a ktm to KL for PA n Maths tuition... reached KL at 9am... class starts at only 10.30... went to McD ordered breakfast... the pancakes are quite nice^^ revised my maths there till time for tuition...

tuition till 2.30pm @.@

went to mid valley to meet up with mum... had lunch at new ipoh chicken rice branch at gardens... was conned..='/ i asked for char siew rice... he gave me 1 plate of char siew n 1 plate of rice... costs RM 4 more than the char siew n rice together... the 'tauge' we ordered never arrived... expensive n bad service... worst than yesterday's lunch...

tired... gotta go pack... going for 4 days 3 nights trip to taman negara on monday with other f6s... i heard that theres going to be lots of physical exercises... great... =/ lazy... go slp...^^

Love is almost like

Fire

It warms your heart.

It brightens your day.

However,

It burns too...

*Caution: Little children better not play with fire.

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should i be angry? upset? disappointed?
don't think that i m qualified for the above emotions...
i just want and hope for the best...

To Be Or Not To Be

That is the question...

I'm in a dilemma lately... Miss Leela is offering to teach us English Literature as a FIFTH subject... Should I join?!?!?! haihz...

Points to ponder

~ Maths is pulling my cgpa down... real low... since cgpa only accounts for the 4 highest scores... will it be better if i take up eng lit? it should be... rite?
~ Taking 5 subjects... AM I CRAZY? I --> world reknown LAzy BuM
~ Should i use my time to improve my maths or divide them between maths and eng lit?

We are going to do Hamlet by Shakespeare and 3 other novels... classes starting only next year... but we have to finish reading the novels during this hols... Miss Leela is not charging us.. i think.. havent confirm yet... another thing is... Can she teach well? Hm...

My neighbour took stpm eng lit a few years back... she got an A.. attend tuition classes by a lecturer in UM... RM250 per month! O.O She is now a law student in UM...

Can't make up my mind!!! Suggestions any1?^^

Die Cockroach! Die Fly!

We did our bio experiment today!^^

Its actually a sort of practice for our MEGA bio project where we need to catch and preserve 25 different bugs... In the meanwhile... we are practicing on...

TADA!!!



Roach Vs Fly=P

First, Chloroform. Second, poke, open wings. Third, inject formalin (preservative) through butt. Fourth, put in preheated 30 degree oven for 10 minutes. Fifth, paint outer layer of formalin. Lastly, leave to dry and transfer to container.^^

My roach was from drainage near the scout's room... Credits to William 'Shark'for catching my cockroach!=P Thank you! Its not tat I'm scared of roaches... i juz cant stand them... they are sooo dirty!! Eee... I normally smack them with rolled newspaper...haha... but hor... the amount of roaches in the scount room drainage... A WHOLE NEST OF THEM!!! AH!!!!! That really made me scream...=P
Though it was hard work... but quite fun lah... haha...

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Sixth Form 08/09 T^^

Though we are still selecting from a few designs... but this is the design i like the most!!^^ Kwan Seng's design. Hope it wins! =) u guys can have a look at the other designs in the From 6 blog in my links..

Mathsaphobia

MUET : +3
(finally!!! a plus!!! thank God! =P but still a band 4...='/ i want band 6...need to improve my writing and comprehension--> stupid trick questionsXD)

I've finally gotten all my results.. basically.. my purata dropped... but if you compare each subject individually... my results were not all that bad... so... why is my purata so low? cuz...

MATHS IS MY GREATEST LIABILITY!!!

Maths has pulled me down... alot... cuz i only got 19/100...T.T

haihz, never was fond of maths... i remeber crying in primary school cuz i couldn't solve my PRIMARY standard maths exercise...=P surprisingly, i got an A2 for SPM add maths... 11 years... i've endured this torture long enough... what's another year right? Gambate!!!! WORK, HARD!

Basically, i hav 1 years time to upgrade my results... 1 year to increase my maths grade from E to A... Impossible? Hm...

I Believe In Miracles!!!

Dear Lord pls help me...=)

Hearts of Guys and Gurls

A GUY'S HEART
To fight the battle
To experience an advebture
To rescue the beauty

A GURL'S HEART
To be fought for
To share adventures
To express beauty

=) well... how true are the above statements? Isn't the guys in movies and novels always the hero where there is always a beauty to save? Or that boys prefer adventure stories instead of romance? Girls ,however, like to be treated like a precious jewel, one that is beautiful and sought after... Girls also share more... a better companion and a friend in need... right?

Guys - the warriors and protectors
Girls - the companion and care givers

We also come to find that guys are more easily influenced by sight, eg:a pretty or sexy woman.. Girls however are easily influenced by their hearing, eg: a guys sweet talk..True?

God created men in His image, giving us some of His qualities... His compassion, the fighter in Him, His love...

God first created Adam to take care of the Garden of Eden. Later on, God created Eve for Adam as a companion, a helper. Each has a role to play and neither one can live without the other.
An ideal balance.^^

Today, where we live in a society where some women climb coperate ladders better than men.. (no offence guys..XD) where women are the bread winners for their families.. where women are independent and do not need men...XD If given a choice, would these women choose to be a superwoman?

My question is,
Why are women so independent?
Some will answer: "Why not?"
I, however, am tempted to believe that it is because these women have lost their faith in men.. most probably by the men in their family, for example an irresponsible father or a useless brother... Agreeable?=P

*Post your comments or point of views in the cbox pls^^ i'm curious..

My 2nd Term Results

are PATHETIC... T.T

Bio : -1
Chem : -12
Maths : -3
PA : -3
MUET : ?

i failed my maths... again... haihz... wanted to get better results for 2nd term... but in the end...='/

i spent most of my time studying chem... but in the end... it dropped the most!! Sadnya....

Juz finished speaking test for muet today... i'm guessing band 4 gua...
*secretly- i want band 6!!! =P which is very hard to achieve...haihz...*

Better go draft study timetable for year end hols dy...

tAg by sUe

RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2
Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Victim's name:
Denise


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
World peace

3. Have you ever thought of committing suicide? Tried before? How?
Suicide are for cowards

4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?
Undo my nose and boob job XD

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Isn't your lover your best fren?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both

7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up to in the morning?
Alarm free

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give up

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Leonardo DeCaprio or Johnny Depp

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes, wheater or not to turn up is his call

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
Only God knows

12. What makes you happy?
People, things and events that make me happy

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
hunt for my blanket... and sleep again

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who loves me more XD

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the Maybe, if given time

17. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
depends

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do?
Does that make me a princess?^^

i'm tagging no one.

New ^^

haha... due to some technicalties... i've deleted my old blog..=P this is a new one... with the same add... so that u guys can find me^^ i've lost all ur contacts though... pls kindly leave me ur URLs! thanks!=) Love ya!