Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Rainy day 1

It really rained!!

Nice weather...=)

Feel like standing in the rain..^___^

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Waiting for My Rainbow

Starting from tommorow, my STPM trials exam will be just 40 days away...

40 is a rather significant number in the bible. For example:

God made it rain for 40 days and 40 nights. Then Noah waited another 40 days for the waters to subside before opening the window of his ark and letting a dove out.

The Israelites wandered for 40 years before arriving at the promised land.

Moses spent 40 days on the Mount Sinai with God.

Jesus fasted for 40 days in the wilderness.


Jesus was seen again 40 days after His crucifixion.


i tried to start revising and studying 10 days ago... but to no avail..=P i keep ending up snoozing on my bed by 9-10pm and waking up at 4am. Terrible.XD i need stronger will power!!! which i often lack...=P This seems to be one of the reasons i dont fancy jogging.. cuz i cant see the end!!! at least when you're playing some other sport or game, like soccer you get to count the goals and you know how much time is left...

On the other hand, maybe i dont even feel like studying and sleep offers a sweet escape from the tiring reality, into glorious dreams that are far more heart warming than the emptiness that floods me during the night... however i do know that this is only a temporary solution.. and if i dont face reality soon it will pile up and worsen... sign...

On the bright side, thankfully, i have God that will always be by my side to renew my strength and to love me. =) i also have my family and friends to support me. What more could i ask for? I should be contented with what i have and count my blessings! yet why do i mope and laze? often letting my mind wander to where it does not belong... I should not hope for something i dont have and treasure what i do have! Only a fool would do otherwise...

I know i can do better if i put my heart to my studies.. its time i do so... and stop making a fool of myself.

After the 40 days and 40 nights of rain, God put a rainbow in the sky as a covenant promise that He would not destroy the Earth by a flood again.

After my 40 days and nights of storm, rain and dampness, i hope to see my rainbow too. =)

Everything is going to okay. =) Have faith!

*keep me in your prayers k? =) i'll always keep u in mine!



Friday, July 17, 2009

Bright Star


Bright Star
John Keats

Bright star! would I were stedfast as thou art--
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like nature's patient, sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors--
No--yet still stedfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever--or else swoon to death...

Monday, July 13, 2009

Muet

BAND 5

=)

i know i screwed my writing paper.. still thank God it's not a 4..
as always..
i could have done better...

Give Thanks! ^__^

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Neutral Tones

Neutral Tones
by Thomas Hardy

We stood by a pond that winter day,
And the sun was white, as though chidden of God,
And a few leaves lay on the starving sod,
--They had fallen from an ash, and were gray.

Your eyes on me were as eyes that rove
Over tedious riddles solved years ago;
And some words played between us to and fro--
On which lost the more by our love.

The smile on your mouth was the deadest thing
Alive enough to have strength to die;
And a grin of bitterness swept thereby
Like an ominous bird a-wing....

Since then, keen lessons that love deceives,
And wrings with wrong, have shaped to me
Your face, and the God-curst sun, and a tree,
And a pond edged with grayish leaves.

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this is a poem that i'm studying lately for english literature... go on and interpret it..=] will post the meaning of the poem later... however, i think this is rather easy.. so may not post the meaning unless requested..XD haha.. feel free to leave comments in my cbox! ^^ interested in what others might think of it.

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Went to Nilai INTI last saturday for a Molecular biology workshop...

girls =)

our DNA electrophrosis


posers^^

group photo with lecturer, Dr.Geetha

Have you ever felt torn between 2 worlds?
science or arts?
i like them both.
However, am not really outstanding at both?
how do i decide?

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

...


I believed it was forever...




Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Lost Generation

Watch the video!!
very yeng!!! haha..=)

Lost Genaration


Sunday, March 15, 2009

Summary

Fuh... it has been a long long time since i last blogged...
many things have come and passed..

I finished my exam!!^^
haha... 1st term only... dont think i did well though...=/ need to put in more time and effort... well, i still have MUET speaking test tomorrow... no idea when is the listening test...

Form six inter school games was held yesterday...
a hectic and tiring day...haha... it was supposed to go on for two days (sat and sun), but due to some complaints from other school administries... everything was pushed to saturday! most of us registered for multiple games... so we had to rush from one competition to another... i had siu jeen substitute me for captain ball cuz i couldn't make it...=/ but anyways i still managed to play netball!^^ basically there were only 3 teams... taman sea, abdul samad and chs... taman sea team really kicked ass our asses! XD they had 4 mssd players plus the other 3 were not bad either... we lost 4:12.. at least better than AS (0:15) =P the match with AS was much more enjoyable... cuz we won.XD haha... no lah... it was more relaxing^^. but we still won anyway! =P first time for me to play Centre!!!^^ and maybe the last time too...=/ haha... but i think i was not bad... ^^ proud of me-self!

then after that, hurried to MegaCMC for a talk bout youth relationship and sex education... started at 3pm and ended at 10pm... the pastor's wife was the speaker.. learnt a lot bout handling relationships... however the thing that really struck me was the video that we watched... an abortion surgery... how the tiny 3 month old feotus was removed.. part by part from the vagina... the hands... legs... head... *shiver* there was lots of blood too... almost puked at the beginnning.. XD then they assembled the parts togther again... forming a foetus... and compared it to a dime... so tiny... really makes you feel like a murderer... and to think twice and thrice bout premarital sex...

Made a few decisions yesterday... right or wrong, good or bad... i dont know... the only thing i can hold on to now is that God will lead my way...=] though it does seem rather fuzzy right now... haihz.... dont feel well...

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

To Th Ends Of the Earth

Since i'm free right now... will do tag from da...^^

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1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
恶 作 剧 - 王 蓝 X
seems not... haha...

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Sabakasu (opening theme song for samurai X)
japanese? lol

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Unify - United Live

wanting to be unified? ya...sorta...

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
聆 听 世 界 - 海 螺 群 星
to listen... to every needy soul^^

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Father i - United Live
to have faith in my heavenly father^^
Great is Thy faithfulness!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I'm alive - Celine Dion
definately hanging in there... haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Rising sun - TYXQ
my sun that sheds light onto my path..=)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
宝 贵 十 架 - 赞 美 之 泉
'For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.' John 3:16

WHAT IS 2+2?
Evermore - Planet Shakers
lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
She will be loved - Maroon 5
yup!^^

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE[D]?
The reason - Hoobastank
'I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you' =)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
不 能 说 的 秘 密 - 周 杰 伦
hehe... ^^

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
呼 唤 - 大 长 今 theme song
to be called? hm...


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Let me be with you - Chobits theme song
=) ok?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I don't want to miss a thing - Aerosmith
'Every moment spent with u is a moment i treasure~~~'^^

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Mamma Mia - Abba
Lol...maybe...=P

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
小 乌 龟 - 张 栋 梁
slow and green...haha


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Fruits Candy - Cardcaptor Sakura ending theme song
more fruit then candy though...haha...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
我 的 最 爱 - 张 绍 涵
yay!^^

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
I talk to the rain - Tsubasa Chronicle Theme song
that would mean extremely sad or crazy rite?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating
haha... so talk to me guys!^^


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Something worth living for - Shayne Ward
er....o.O?

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Radio - The Corrs
Listening to the radio? haha..

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
You're not sorry - Taylor Swift
maybe... haha

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Tonight - FM static
tonight???!!! not so soon!!!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
期 待 你 的 爱 - 林 俊 杰
to wait for your love...haha
better not make me wait...=P

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade
guess so...haha..

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
不 作 你 的 朋 友 - SHE
something more maybe? haha^^

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Only Time - Enya
Who can say? only time...

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
To the ends of the world - United Live

2007 Ed boarders' 2009 Gathering

I meant to post this last Sunday... and now i'm posting it one week later... *gasp* haha
Well... here goes...^^

2007 EdBoarders' First Gathering

Date : 15th February 2009
Venue : Waldolf Tower

It was a potluck poolside partay~ we even had bbq!! haha... the facilities provide were great!^^ thanks to tao for getting us such a nice place to gather!=) Total pf edboarders present were around 14? haha.. somewhere there..

And we seriously had TOO MUCH to eat!!! lol! pizza, KFC, satay, bbq, duck, glutinous rice, desert, herbal egg and lots more!! lol... in the end we had take the excess back home...=P

Anyhoo~ we had lunch, then hung around the pool, then the other pool, then at last Tao's house.^^

Lazy to say more..haha..enjoy the pics!=)

Food and us!^^

Wen Zhen n i *hugs*^^

pool side

the guys started playing frisbee in the pool
kwan seng fetching

bryan fetching


My first attempt at pool!^^ haha... much harder than i tot... needs lots of skill...=P

ohya, we sorta wrote some expectations or wishes or watever and stuffed it into this box! haha.. to be opened 3-5 years later...


Group photo^^

Being together reminds me of the days we were in the ed board room... either working on the school mag or just hanging around...=) there are many others who couldnt make it... most overseas persuing their studies... many tat u see in these photos are also studying overseas... or soon to be... US, Australia, UK... miss you guys!^^

*thank you for remembering too... awesome gathering... was a lil disappointed when i was not invited and missed a few other gatherings.... sigh... well, life goes on... no big^^

 


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