No Camera...

Wanted to take a picture of the new watch my mum bought for me...

Wanted to snap a shot of the lil bead ring i bought...

but no camera..=/

sis took it to camp, and it got splashed by SEAwater..

the camera is dead..

sent i back to the shop.. the guy said i could only get it back a month later..

sigh...

Post STPM

Well, for those who do not know...

*deep breath*

MY STPM RESULTS ARE OUT~~

General Paper : A

(i didnt make any careless mistakes this time! ^^ ergo, i got the grade that i deserved!=P unless u count my mistake of mixing GSC- golden screen cinemas and MSG-monosodiumglutamate in my essay bout chemicals.. XD)

English Literature : B+

(I wanted an A++++ =/ haha.. however given the time and what lil guidance ms leela could provide us with and my limited literature background, it's not bad u know... just that i expected more.. XD)

Biology : B+

(Pn. Felicia was soooo disappointed when i told her i got a B+ only.. "Huh?! What happened denise? Why like that?" "Sorry teacher..."then she tried to console me... "Err.. nvm la, still very good.." XD Oh dear... couldn't recall all the facts that i memorised and because bio was the first paper i sat for, i was quite panicky.. Would it have made a difference if i attended tuition classes for it? Only God knows.. haha...)

Maths : B

(I got a B in maths!!!! For a person who was CONSTANTLY FAILING maths, i think i did quite well..^^ seriously worked my 'head' off for that B.. =P)

Chemistry : B-

(I feel very guilty whenever i see Pn.Tan in school...XD i didn't do as much exercises as i was supposed to do.. plus i was more worried bout my maths... So sorry dear chemistry.. =/)

CGPA : 3.415

can someone miraculously turn my 2 B+ into As? XD

Did not get the 3A as i expected..=/ quite disappointed.. however i know i did my best.. even tough my best is rather average.. XD haha.. be contented, be grateful, life goes on~ =)

Am currently applying for uni... UM, UKM, UPM.. NUS..

Though my results are not bad, however they are not good enough as well... Can't get into dentistry in public uni nor earn a scholarship in the private uni for it... Can't fork out 500k either... XD haha.. so... I've applied for a few courses... my first choice for local uni is UM's Bachelor of Arts(English) =P others include tesl, biochem and nutrition.. It's all up to God now.. =)

Looking back at that year and a half, after everything i went through..

3.4 ain't too bad... ain't too bad xian...^^

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btw,

HAPPY WHITE VALENTINE'S DAY~ ^^

breaking the silence

Sadly, I've missed blogging in January due to technical problems...=/

My comp crashed!! Thank God now it's 'uncrashed' XD haha.. anyway, i managed to retrieve all the old data.. INCLUDING the 4 GB hong kong pictures~ ^^ thought i've lost them, but then again, Thank God~ ^^ haha..

Will be posting my hong kong travel log soon... though i dunno how soon or how late..XD

Will be doing it anyway, might as well post it right? haha.. i wanna freeze my memories~ ^^

Did u know?

I'M A TEACHER IN CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL~~

haha.. thought i had enough of that place, but apparently our 'yuan' is not quite over.. haha..

it's a really different experience, being a teacher.. haha.. now i get to do things i've never done before~ haha.. entering bilik peperiksaan, the teacher's canteen, standing along the road while students merentas desa~ haha^^ nice~ apparently, the staff room is also a mini market, so far i've bought only korean strawberries and chinese cookies, but believe me there are many other goods for sale (eg tangerines).. teachers also get to preorder vegetarian food and the restaurant will send them over to school~ not to mention u can really hear gossips flying around..XD haha.. as for the teaching.. haha.. will officially get my timetable after CNY. The form 1s are the cutest~~~XD haha.. so small size! esp the boys.. muahahaha.. though its amazing how they outgrow their cuteness in one year.. XD the form 2s are.. not cute. XD haha..

Anyways, wishing everyone a belated...

HAPPY 2010!! =)

a photo i took on the 1st of jan^^

Silence

Just as the words were at the corner of my mouth, at the tips of my fingers...
i have not the courage to spill them out as i suddenly remember how things are different now...
how confusing... haha..

will always be hoping for the best for u... =)

Back~

Just got back from HK~~
lotsa things to do... unpack, wash clothes, put up the christmas tree...
but first things first...

Dear Roomate, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
May God smile upon u always~~
*hugs and kisses* u know i love u~^^

Dear Xin Rou, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!
May have a wonderful blessed birthday~ =)
Really miss u lots!! haha.. looking forward to see u next year~^^

last but not least,
Happy Birthday Teddy~~ =)

Holiday~~~^^

I'm going to Hong Kong tomorrow!!!^^

Wee~~~

Can't wait!! Will be boarding the plane for the 1st time~~ =3 i've never boarded one before.. 'san ba' right? i'm the only one in my family who's never boarded a plane to somewhere.. hehe.. so this time the window seat's MINE! Muahahaha... =P Just hope i dont get plane-sick..XD and of course no final destination what not too..XP

Will be back on the 22nd, so.. goodbye for now people~ =)

The End. Another Beginning

If life was to be divided into chapters, Form Six definately deserves one.. =) yet sadly or gladly, it has finally come to an end...

Can't really believe it's finally all over~~ hahaha... the studies, the camaraderie, the uniform.. haha.. I'm officially graduating from High School!! ^^ the past year and a half has really been... difficult.. XD haha.. It has really been an eye opener as F6 brought out the best and the worst of me..XD at least now i know i'm seriously not a natural at maths... lolz. The struggle and tears that i went through for the past year and a half has definately made me more mature..XD agree? haha..
Despite the hardships, there were really many sweet moments too~^^ the outings, classroom madness, and friendships~ *smilez* These bittersweet memories will always be etched in my heart~ =)

Wish i can add more to this post, however, words seem to fail me on this occasion.. =)

By the way, a big big THANK YOU i bid to all that have helped and been with me all this while~ u know who u are ;) Thanks for all your moral support and words of encouragement~ couldn't have done it without them, love yall lots~ =)
Thanks to everyone and everything that have made my f6 life a colourful one.. no matter yellow, red, purple, green, blue, grey or black.. Thank Q~ *bow*

~ The End~

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

I Saw A Vampire This Morning

Woke up to recall that i had no memory of going to bed.. i fell asleep while revising literature...

Woke up and realised i slept on my glasses... cracked one of the lens..XD

Woke up and was greeted by my week-old sore throat... *muted groan*

Woke up to see a tussle-haired pale figure looking at me with its bloodshot eyes...

oh wait, that's just my reflection...

Exams are soooo fun...

2 to go...

Sick...=/

was down with sore throat, flu and fever yesterday...
lofted around the house with a mask on...
didnt study at all...=/

anyways, still feeling quite okay now..XD hope it lasts..
Chemistry, here i come~~

*mum and siss are going to watch 'a christmas carol' today.. i cant go..=(

Mathematics

It's finally over...

my long battle with the M subject..

haha.. nice to know that i've done what i can for it, even though i could have been more careful, done more practice, etc... but i have always been.. not very good with figures.. XD haha.. looking back at my mountain of maths notes and exercises, really feel a lil prideful for completing them..XD

Even though i'm still terribly bad at figures (may just scrap a pass for it in stpm XD), through the years and tears, thank you for being a worthy opponent..^^

Nothing is impossible
Always believe in miracles
(^______^)V

Thank you Jesus for being my companion through the thick and thin all these years too.. haha.. you alone know how i feel and what i've been through.. =)